. volegne
HOW MUCH CAN YOU CHANGE AND GET AWAY WITH BEFORE YOU TURN INTO SOMETHING ELSE, BEFORE IT BECOMES SOME KIND OF MURDER? difficult, to be confronted with the fact of yourself; the duality of it. even when i look away i am still looking.

a fandom independent, private, heavily divergent & heavily headcanon based portrayal of
AMÉLIE JACQUELINE LACROIX, alias WIDOWMAKER from blizzard's overwatch; est. 2017.
reinvented by suzanne ; twenty-nine, lesbian
. code de conduite
. entré. . Widowmaker can be described as a personal, all time favorite muse of mine, if not the favorite; a passion project I have been consistently running for various years (starting in 2016/17 & evolving her across various blogs since then). As a character, she is very, very dear to me & as such the muse I have put the most work into developing. Frankly, I consider writing her to be one of my favorite things.
please note hereby that I STRICTLY FOLLOW OW1'S ORIGINAL WIDOW CONCEPT & DISREGARD PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING ELSE ⸻ OW2 in its totality (safe for the occasional in-game voiceline), & some more questionable parts of OW1's lore, hold no bearing here & have been altered respectively.
That said, the following rules can come across as strict &/or harsh; please know that I am genuinely just here to write a muse I am ineffably passionate about — however, I also won't tolerate my boundaries being disrespected (which, unfortunately, has happened too many a time).. 001. . I am : a) PRETTY MUCH UNAFFILIATED WITH ANY & ALL FANDOMS; due to simply not particularily getting along with modern fandom culture as a whole. && b) EXTREMELY SLOW; while I love to chat & engage with people, I will need several days to get back to you, both ic & ooc. English is furthermore not my first language, I may make mistakes now & then.. 002. . LONG / MULTI PARA PREFERENCE; I have a tendency to talk; I will most certainly write more studies on my muse than I will be writing ic content. What I write in-character will often end up being multi para, as well. If novella en masse bothers you, please do not follow.. 003. . my rendition of the character Widowmaker is distinctly canon divergent & heavily, heavily headcanon-based due to my general discontent with Blizzard as a company & how they have been treating her for years. Albeit trying to stay as true to her original concepts as I can, I DO NOT WRITE CANON WIDOWMAKER, & I wish my decisions to be respected whenever you choose to interact with me. PICTURE MY RENDITION AS SOMEONE AKIN TO THE WINTER SOLDIER in concept, if you will.As stated, I completely ignore Widow's "revised" OW2 background story & default to Widow's original lore as found in OW1's character description, a few selected comics & the Overwatch: Declassified lore book; you can find my , rather emotionally charged, in-depth reasoning here. I am excluding some of Widow's cinematics for personal reasons (read: I do not like the fanservice-heavy focus of ALIVE; the events in it are canon to my lore but occurred differently, simply put).
Feel free to check out Widow's DOSSIER for a more cohesive summary of important divergences, additions, things I have alluded on which OW1's canon left vague, what has been omitted, etc
. 004. . one of the most important aspects of my portrayal is the fact that I PERCEIVE WIDOWMAKER & AMÉLIE AS TWO ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PEOPLE, despite technically being the same woman; it was Talon's intention to kill A. Lacroix + create something else in her stead & that is exactly what happened (you can read more about it all here). Please note that this is NOT a case of DID, however.Simply put, referring to my muse as "Amélie" refers to past content; the person she used to be before Talon ruined her life, namely the professional, famous ballet dancer with the breathtaking smile. Whereas Widowmaker refers to all that came after; the emotionless creature, Talon's most successful agent / hitwoman & living weapon; a prisoner in her own body.Note that Amélie J. Lacroix (née Guillard) was her own extraordinary person beforehand with her own incredible accomplishments, interests, struggles, & relationships - I will neither tolerate a cheapening of her background story or lore nor the omitting of such; who she was will be just as dominately featured on my blog as who she eventually becomes.
. 006. . SEXUALIZING MY MUSE (ic or ooc) WITHOUT MY EXPLICIT CONSENT WILL RESULT IN AN IMMEDIATE HARDBLOCK. I cannot believe this has to be said in current year but : do not send me sexually charged jokes out of the blue. Do not send me sexually charged ooc / ic / crack memes or commentary. Do not sexualize my posts through suggestive commentary unless we are close friends or I have explicitly marked my posts as suggestive / sexual in nature.. 007. . DNI IF YOU WRITE / SUPPORT : rape, incest, pedophilia, ageing up muses for the sake of nsfw content, proshipping, constant vagueing, hate in any shape or form (racism, sexism, lesbophobia, transphobia, etc), if you support Israel, dub / non-con, torture porn, or AI generated content. I also wholeheartedly believe that fiction affects reality; this is not the blog for you if you think otherwise. For my own comfort I will not be following / interacting with people from the BG3 fandom (nor the usual HP, AoT, etc) or those that post copious amounts of nsfw content / reblog a lot of highly suggestive &/or explicit imagery.. 008. . Romantic shipping is not really a priority on my blog in the sense that I am not actively looking for it. This is due to me being mutually exclusive with my fiancée Myrtha's Dr. Angela E. Ziegler in all regards, meaning the ship MERCYMAKER will be heavily featured. Likewise will I default to her Gérard Lacroix whenever the latter is mentioned in my content.
Seeing as I am singleship, no other romantic relations will be pursued. I am however more than open for platonic, antagonistic, etc dynamics otherwise. Never be afraid of approaching me in that matter.
. 009. . 21 + ONLY given the content I post & who I am writing. Strictly faceclaim & iconless (*). Very simple formatting. Private & mutuals only. Selective but very cross-over friendly. Likes to keep following small. Always open for plotting although I might need a while to reply. Please note that I write Widow's ic content in second person, Amélie's in the third.
(*) I have references for both Widowmaker & Amélie in terms of appearance & body built but icons in general will not be utilized on here; I have no problems with people using them whenever writing with me, however. Feel free to do so!
. 010. . My ideas & concepts are not up for the taking; as stated, many of my headcanons have been developed painstakingly over the years & are something I consider my pride & joy (this includes all characterization found in metas, tag rambles, threads & dossiers but also plots explicitly referring to my canon / portrayal). I will easily be able to tell if my content has been lifted.
Do not use my lore or my rendition of my muse with other people unless we are affiliated &/or I have given you permission to do so.
. 011. . mentions of source-material appropriate topics such as adultery, body dysmorphia & body horror, brain washing, minor references to catholicism, death, dehumanization, depersonalization, drowning, emotional abuse & - manipulation, gore, human experimentation & indoctrination, romanticizing & ideation of death & suicide, neural reconditioning, post-traumatic stress disorder, smoking, suffocation, surgery, terrorism, torture & war will occur.
Triggering content will be tagged as : tw // ... whenever required. Feel free to remind me if I ever so happen to forget a vital tag.
. 012. . the art predominately used on my blog in occasional webweavings or carrd edits stems from artbytesslyn's comic series GHOST: A Talon Fan Comic, most notably volumes 1 - 3; the permission to use said art with proper credits has been given. Other works featured are property of shadocanary & replica004.. 013. . my name is SUZANNE, Sue for short. I am in my late twenties, a lesbian, autistic, & far too passionate for my own good. I can be relentless in certain topics (ballet, to name one example) & spend hours on blog organisation. I will ramble in my tags & just in general post a lot about the most insignificant of details / headcanons. If you wish to read a 4K meta about what brand of pointe shoe a character you probably never heard of likes, you are in the right place. Unfortunately, I have a nasty habbit of disappearing whenever my work becomes too hectic & may take weeks to resurface - consider this blog on a permanent semi-hiatus.